I just cannot get motivated.
You would think losing 50 pounds would be motivating, but it's not. I'm tired. I am tired of the whole thing...what should I eat, what should I not eat, well that didn't work, I'm hungry, I want a burger and fries, that piece of pie looks awesome. I can't exercise today because...my back hurts, no time, I'm tired, did not sleep last night, my knees are killing me, it's too hot, it's too cold.
AAAAARRRGGGHHH!!!!! I AM SO FREAKING FED UP!!!! What the hell was I thinking, letting my body get in this shape?!?!