I just cannot get motivated.  


You would think losing 50 pounds would be motivating, but it's not.  I'm tired. I am tired of the whole thing...what should I eat, what should I not eat, well that didn't work, I'm hungry, I want a burger and fries, that piece of pie looks awesome.  I can't exercise today because...my back hurts, no time, I'm tired, did not sleep last night, my knees are killing me, it's too hot, it's too cold.


AAAAARRRGGGHHH!!!!!  I AM SO FREAKING FED UP!!!!  What the hell was I thinking, letting my body get in this shape?!?!


Eh, whatever.